2 weeks. g came and left. the touch, the smell, the voice, they fade away, almost instantaneously, leaving only a trace of what was.

i've been existing as a single individual, speaking in "I" instead of "we". i've somehow created my own seclusion and exclusion from the rest of the world, perhaps believing in alone-ness as an ultimate outcome. what am i saying? i feel all sad and down without g.

he gave me the best 26th birthday. i couldn't have asked for more; that sincerity and goodness.