Don't take my sunshine away

I got accepted into Lasalle fashion design degree program. Woopeedoo! I know, everyone says it's impossible not to get into Lasalle. But you don't know how down I was feeling since the dreadfully short interview with this French lecturer. I was wondering - did I overestimate myself? And if I did, and if Lasalle wouldn't even accept me, how can I possibly make it into Antwerp (which I've already arranged the interview and purchased a freaking expensive ticket)? It's a much needed booster for my confidence. I'm sure I can win back all my mahjong losses too(hint).
And now...I'm really confused whether to confirm with payment my placement in Lasalle.
Such is life.

If I had to decide who the greatest novelist(s) of the 20th C were, I would say, Nabokov for his JeanJacquesHumbert captivating brilliance, and Virginia Woolf, for the most amazing type of prose ever written.
I will miss studying literature, that is certain.