It's time to clear my head, clear the voices, and just do. It's not that I don't appreciate the concerns and opinions and suggestions, but I'm someone who gets so easily swayed by others that I find myself unable to move forward in a productive and constructive manner. I don't just doubt my choices, I question every single little move, I lose my sense of direction almost completely. I need to regain my confidence; I need to recognize ALL the benefits that I have and ALL the things that have led me here and just keep pushing. And even if I fail, at least I would have known that I have given my best. Enough.